Tonight I am lonely. I have been busy all day - worked teaching fifth grade, ran to grocery shop, returned to house to make food for 11 other women (bunco night), hosted bunco, and now I need to clean up the mess. How can one be so busy, yet, so lonely - seems story of this life. Right now I want to scream at life, make it just go away. I want time to breathe. I want time to digest the reality being thrown at me. I want to hide so I do not have to face another loss.